This is a question that has to be answered in multiple parts. I have several friends that I have known for a long time but then there is the factor of, were we friends back then when we met? So here is my answer, I have 2 friends whom I have known since the early years of middle school(probably around 2nd grade at least) but the thing is that I wasn't friends with them at the time. they were just in my class and/or grade. and then In middle school I was very distant from most people and didn't really have close friends, only people i talked to in classes sometimes. It wasn't until the first year of high school that my two friends that went to my elementary school and I became friends. So technically I have known them the longest but they are not who I consider, the friend I have been friends with longest. My closest, and longest, friend is Rosa whom I became friends with the summer before 8th grade.

How often do we see/talk?
my 2 friends(J and M) I don't talk to a lot because we are at different colleges now and have different scedules but we do try and keep in touch with emails and facebook and skype a little.
Rosa on the other hand, I talk to her on twitter almost everyday. We try to talk on the phone to eachother when we can, but like I said, I'm in college now, so its hard to find time to when she has school too.(oh, shes a senior in high school right now)

My Closest friends never change to me. Rosa is, and has always been my closest friend. I always say that if i did ever choose ONE of my friends to say they are my best friend, it would probably be her. I can't keep secrets from her and I don't think she can keep any from me. But other than her, i do have some other friends whom i consider are my best friends too, J and M from before along with C and E are also best friends of mine who I don't get to see often, anymore.

Since High school ended I havn't really made any more close friends. Its hard for me to let people in. and when I finally do, they are in there for good. I never understood how some people can have some friends, like their best friends for just a year or so and then move on to another group of new friends. I think that has to do with how I care about how EVERYONE, even people i don't care about, thinks of me. I don't want people to hate me so much that i tend to keep my distance so far that they don't get a chance to be my friend. its probably something that I should work on.

So I just finished watching Reefer Madness...And I have to say... That It was the Most AMAZING thing ever! Not sure If i liked it more than Dr Horrible, But the music was really amazing and halarious. So many good songs that I want to sing already. Romeo and Juliet for example was just about the most adorable song ever. I Loved all the actors in it, even though some might say that it was over the top acting, that's what it was going for I think. I mean its a Parody of a 1930s propaganda clip or something. It should be over the top.

Eh I told myself that I wan't going to do this, but I HAVE to. Lyrics to Romeo and Juliet:

Jimmy:
I need words to tell you 'bout my pounding heart
Four dollar words that make a guy sound smart
Oh, I guess that's why they invented Shakespeare!
His articulations of a lover's palpitations are so keen!

My bounty is as boundless as the sea!
My love as deep the more I give to thee!

Mary:
Oh, you sound so dreamy when you talk like Shakespeare!

Both:
A big vocabulary should be customary when you fall in love!

Jimmy:
La la la la la la, you're a snowy dove!

Mary:
La la la, prodigious birth of love!

Both:
La la la la la, hip hooray for Shakespeare!
Sure as I am breathing, you sure make Elizabethan language fun!
We are just like Romeo and Juliet
We're happy, young and bubbling with love!

Jimmy:
I can't wait to read the ending!

Mary:
I can't either! But I'm sure it turns out real swell
I bet Romeo marries his Juliet

Jimmy:
They have a baby

Mary:
And make lots of friends!

Both:
That's prob'ly the way the play ends!

Mary:
You doth teach the torches how to burn real bright

Jimmy:
Hanging like a jewel upon the cheek of night!

Both:
Hark! What light through yonder window breaks here
We'll be future spouses
Put a plague on both our houses if we're wrong!
Shakespeare!


And now with this on here I can't think of anything else, it just keeps playing in my head over and over...Ah well :D

So I just ranted to myself on here. just thought you should know. I put it as private because It was embarasing, but thought you all should know this nonetheless.

Also I always seem to be writing to myself on this/twitter/facebook. It makes me feel alone in the world sometimes...

Anyone ever been to a Chinchilla show? I can now say I have...Anyway...

Ok so I've mentioned on here before that my screenname came from a fanfic that I was writing that held Kaida Salene as the main character, and that this story has been on haitus(online hatius anyway) for over 4 years. Well recently I've had this spark and started figuring out all the things that made my fic not make sense and actually started writing things! I'm really proud of myself for not totally abandoning this story. it gets more and more interesting to me with every problem i solve. I really hope to post it online once i get a good ways into the writing so then i can update at a moderate speed(because I am a terribally slow writer) here is a summary of the story

Title: Little Dragon
Pairings: not totally decided. most likely DM/OC, HP/GW, OC/OC (BTW I do know there will not be RW/HG, b/c...just no)
Summary: This was going to be the year she told Harry the truth. She was supposed to tell him and then they were going to be a family again. A family they didn't have a chance to be for 16 years. Her Brother deserved the truth. She should have known that nothing would go as planed.

Still working on making the summary perfect, but i like this view into it. it gives away what is obvious and yet intregues you to want to know awnsers.

School is killing me with all this work, because we had a three day weekend for labor day. This only makes me dread what I'll recieve over the Jewish holidays.(Which we get alot less days off for this year for some reason. I'm not jewish, so I don't even know what days we are def. getting off.)

So What I am currently doing instead of my homework(Heyy I did most of it, i'll do the rest before class):

Watching Nodame Cantabile
Reading Book Four of the Belgariad Castle of Wizardry(I just started this siries less than 2 weeks ago. its that good.)
Watching Cake Shows on TLC
Playing Facebook Games: Resturant city and Country Story, oh and Farkle
Writing this
Looking up what retarded movies Disney is making next, b/c I need something to laugh at how retarded it sounds

Yeah. I need to stop procrastinating. I'll work on that later...

In more ways than one. I can't believe that I just ditched LJ for over two months. granted I wasn't really even on my computer at all, but still. I was on here like at least every other day before. Ah Well. Summer was fun, babysitting my cousin and playing monster hunter and junk. I'm going to miss it.

Thats because I am now back in college and fully unpacked. I think. The rooms a little smaller and the roommate a little less friendly, but I'll manage. For some reason though I'm just totally exhausted. I should really get out of my room and go hang out with people but I think I need a nap or something. siriusly. man I can't even consentrate on witing this. I think I'm gonna take a nap.
K

I feel so drugged up right now. I went to the ER last night because I was haveing an allergic reation and my face was swelling up. Anbd I had just taken some beynadral for it and so I was wicked tired. we had to wait forever and then they gave me like 3 or 4 perscriptions for it all. I hate my life. Siriusly.

Also I'm begining to feel a little ignored online. Where is everyone?(I'm mostly talking about on MSN messenger)

Siriusly?! I have no Idea. I've mostly had family things going on since I got home and my allergies have been bothering me since I am now back in my room with my cat. And I'vebeen obsessivly playing Tales of Phantasia on my DS(b/c I found it in my room) I'm just posting this fast right now so anyone who cares knows I'm still alive.

Only 1 exam left yessss! and its the easy one. :D Thank you Art History for being my last final, It will make me feel like I have done good. But even though I'll be done with tests I still have work all day thursday and friday. :/

So Like I said before I started to Watch Merlin. And I finally figured out where I know the guy that plays King Uther, Its totally Giles from Buffy. And since hes like 10 years older then the episodes I've seen him in and I have only seen like 5 it makes sense that I couldn't place him. but once I figured it out I was like WTFOMFG?!?!?! XDDDD haha It was halrious, you should have been there.

Also as of like a half hour ago I am also watching the BBC Show Robin Hood inbetween the Megavideo "you can't watch more for another 54 minutes b/c I'm a !#$@!$#" crap. It's cute so far, but I hear some crazy crap goes down later on. and that Will leaves or something, which sucks because Will is my favorite Robin hood character(in general not this show, havn't watched enough to know about this show specifically) Gosh I love Robin Hood stories. THis makes me want to watch Men in tights and Disney Robin hood now. And it reminds me I want the Robin Hood book by Roibin McKinley still.... augh need money/a way to a bookstore/a bookstore that actually has it in stock/an internet site to buy it off of/a reason for someone to buy me a gift/anyother reason/way to get that book, Percy Jackson, Dr Horrible Mug, and a trip to VA...

Another thing, I've been thinking about everything I post here, and I must say that I think this is what goes through everyones heads who stop here. "OMFG Does Kaida have a life?! WTF stop updating on crap your spamming my friends page. Do you ever leave your room?! Why did I friend this wackadoodle?" and to awnser those questions: umm...No. No. Of course I have to go to class and eat and I said I took a walk the other day... And I have no idea, I often wonder why too.(I mean I already said I don't have a life)

Also I know I can't type worth crap and I should probably use the preview thing and read my updates but as I told my friend... "Kristoph" while chatting online, I'm not minoring in spelling/grammer so I give up/don't care anymore.

so yeah, anone want to talk to me on msn messenger? yes? no? Flying monkeys? (If not I'll probably wander over to the Zoe and Luna Chatbox at some point)

Dracosbittersweetdream@hotmail.com

So, it appears I still havn't learned not to start something during finals week. I just finished watching all the episodes of Castle yesterday so I am ready for a new ep tomorrow. So you think thats good that gives you all day today(sunday) and tomorrow to study for your two finals tuesday. nope. I just can't stay away from TV Shows online. I had to start this show called Merlin. Which is about Merlin of course. I mean just hearing that alone makes me need to watch it. And of course I fell in love with it. go watch it.

I just have to say again how sad I am that Firefly was cancelled...7 years ago. It is siriusly an AMAZING show. I already want to watch every episode again and its only been like 3 days. I did manage to see the extened blooper reel thats on some other version that i don't own(Blu-ray?) but Its even more amazing than the one I have. Nathan Fillion is halarious. the blooper from The Message nearly killed me, he ran around the camera to be in every little sceane while they were listening to a message left by their dead friend and at the end hes laying in the coffin with him and they are hugging. XD

And if you stalk Nathan on Twitter like I do You can find he has a Captain hammer action figure. I WANT it. Anyone know where to find them?

Castle is really good crime investigation show that everyone should watch. Nathan is halarious in it. (I've turned into a Nathan Fillion Fangirl, I know) Castle and his daughter play laser tag in one ep and I was like HIMYM?! and wanted to go watch Zip Zip Zip again. But yeah, Love it. I want them to publish these books now. The Nikki Heat series AND Derek Storm. I would so buy.

In other news I got bored yesterday and went for a walk around campus. The real reason I took a walk was becasue Megavideo only lets you see 72 minutes of video at a time and then makes you wait 54 minutes to see more, and my roommate was packing her crap(which I don't even know why she has b/c she lives with her boyfriend and is never here, thus making her stuff here unneeded and should have been sent home months ago...) So I just wanted to leave. Anyway while on my walk I ran into my boss. AWK~Ward. He was running b/c hes training for the iron man and I was "singing" Dr. H to myself so yeah....double AWK~Ward.

My life is going to be hell tomorrow. 7 hours at work(including 1/2 hour lunch) and then missing BBT and HIMYM, and part of Castle for Review, for an exam at 8 in the morining tuesday. yeah, I can't wait.

So I'm officialy going to say I'm a Browncoat, or aka(to me anyway) A Firefly Whore. I'm in the middle of watching the 13th episode right now and after this ther is only one more(well and the movie). So Sad that such a great show got cancelled. Nathan Fillion might just be better than Neil at the momment. Don't get me wrong Neil Is still my favorite actor ever, but Nathan's really movin up in the ranks. I also had to watch the frist episode of Castle last night because I couldn't get to sleep and really wanted to check it out.

I also saw Nathan on the Late Late show last night and he wore a leather Kilt. I was dying at like 1:30 at night, and its quiet hours b/c of finals. speaking of which I have my first one tomorrow. well not really my first b/c its the second part of my Jap one and I took another one a few weeks ago. But is my first "Offical" one according to the final schedule.

Also Work was hell today. there was nothing to do. I sat there forever waiting for the mail to come and finally gave up and left early(both my bosses left so I thought it wouldn't matter if I sliped out too.I'm told I can all the time anyway) I tried to read some but after I finished the Bro Code so I wasn't as interested in my reading selection anymore. Nothing I havn't really started can hold up to the awsomeness the Bro Code is.

I have this really good Idea for a HIMYM Fanfid but I have neither clips on my computer, the song, or any skill with movie maker(which probably makes horrible vids anyway.) SO I shall make it live in my head until I gain these things. but it wouldn't hurt for it to live here too! :D My idea is to use the song Princes and Frogs by Superchick and apply a line of the song to each of the three guys. "All Princes start as Frogs" would be Ted, "All Gentlemen as Dogs" Barney, and "Some Boys can become Men" would be Marshall. I would of course slip in my ships but it would mostly be about the guys growing up. When I heard the song again the other day I just nearly died because I think its so perfect. It will be made...someday.

Ok So Dr. Horrible. gonna be on Blue Ray and I am going to have to buy it. there's suposidly going to be more extras so yeah, *SOLD* Its a good thing that My "Brother-in-Law"(Is there a term for Sister's Fiance besides siser's fiance?) got a PS3 for christmas. And he and my sister Like it so they won't have an excuse for me NOT to watch it. Hope it won't bee to expensive, I don't know how high Blue-rays go... ALSO! Sequel?! Yes? no? maybe? Just give me SOMETHING Dr. H related! I'll even Take Zack's story about Moist! We all know they've been thinking about it and there was news that they said they were thinking about it/said there could be Dr H in any number of ways, but I just want them to decide already.(I'm obsessed, I know.)

So anyways, not much else going on. I can't wait to go home, 8 days. Not that I'm counting. :p

Hope this journal makes up for my last one.
Kaida

So Today was the last day of classes :D So glad those are over. Still have finals tho. On Friday, two Tuesday, and one next Wednesday.

B/c of that there really isn't much else going on. I really want the new Percy Jackson book :( need to find a way to the real bookstore first.

In other news I just can't help myself with starting things now can I? I just started watching Firefly. Which is only one Season, so its not that bad if I start it. <3 Nathan Fillion. He's gonna be on the Late Late Show tomorrow. Def staying up for that.

This has been a really pathetic post. Hope you enjoyed it :D

Reply to this meme by yelling "Words!" and I will give you five words that remind me of you. The post them in your LJ, and explain what they mean to you.

My 5 Words Tagged by nonbender7
1 Zutara
2. Vampire Knight
3. Percy Jackson
4. Barney/Robin
5. Podcast Shoutbox

( WORD(s) )

This was fun :D But I think I rambled a little too much.

A fanfic from me?! I know Right!

Title: Because Ted Saw Her First (Oneshot?)
Rating: uhh G I guess
Characters: Barney, Ted, Robin
Word Count: 798
Spoilers: If you consider the pilot spoilery
Summery: Barney in the Pilot when Ted sees Robin. I don't have much writing experience, and its a first draft, so its probably not that good.

( Barney's P.O.V. )
Post-Story Notes: Should I post this on fanfiction.net or the Barney/Robin community? I'm personally not sure if its good enough. Also Should I "continue" this with more episodes? Appreciate evey/any-ones thoughts!

Meme times:
Stolen Fromnonbender7(I just figured out how to do that! XD)
List ten of your fandoms and state your top five characters in each of them.
How I Met Your Mother: Barney, Robin, Marshall, Lily, Ted (order doesn't really matter they are all Awesome)
Party Down: Kyle, Constance, Roman, Ron, Henry
Big Bang Theory: Sheldon, Raj, Howard, Penny, Lenord
Veronica Mars: Logan, Veronica, Keith, Wallece, Mac
Percy Jackson: Annabeth, Blackjack, Grover, Percy, Thalia
Avatar: Sokka, Zuko, Toph, Katara, Suki
Teen Titans: Raven, Robin, BeastBoy, Jinx, KidFlash
Harry Potter: Draco, Hermione, Ginny, Sirius, Luna
Twilight: Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Mike, ...Charlie?
Dr Horrible: Billy, Penny, Captin Hammer, Moist, Groupies#1-3

A list of Songs that I have started to associate with Barney/Robin from HIMYM. Half of them shouldn't I know. I must have just had them on the brain and made it work in my mind lol :D I shall probably add on this at somepoint....

You and Me- Plain White Ts
Things I'll never Say- Avril Lavigne
Truly Madly Deeply- Savage Garden
Miss Independant- Kelly Clarkson
Accidentally in Love- Counting Crows
You Get Me- Michelle Branch
Hot- Avril Lavigne
Heartbeat- Scouting For Girls
Falling For the First Time- Barenaked Ladies
Paper Heart- All American Rejects
Fall to Pieces- Avril Lavigne
She's so Lovely- Scouting for Girls
Don't Wanna Miss A Thing- Areosmith
I don't Wanna be in Love- Good Charlotte

Still working on this but I have to go get dinner so I'll bbl to finish it

I looked away
then I looked back at you,

You tryed' to say, the things that you can't undo,

If I had my way, I'd never get over you,

Today's the day, I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.

When I come undone
you bring me back again.

Back under the stars,

Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.

I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,

Wanna know where to start,

I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.

I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.

I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

I'm in love with you,

'Cause I'm in love with you.

I'm in love with you,

I'm in love with you.

I typed these up as I watched. My favorite parts. (I missed a little towards the middle/end when my firend, Rosa called tho)

OMG Sheldon is C3PO!!! I died when Raj said "Do you kind of look like a shiny Sheldon?" XD

Sheldon doesn't know friends w/ benefits.

Raj automatically knowing Sheldon choose Spock.

Sheldon not liking the game because of it.

Howard crying that he was dumped.

Sheldon still not understanding Friends with Benefits and that Howard had feelings for Leslie.

How Sheldon tells them about Vagas. (Where people forget their problems and gain new ones such as gambling and alcoholism)

"Sea world baby!"

Aww "Hello Neighbor"

"really are you drunk?"

"Supermans big ice thingy right?" and Sheldon's response about not caring how she said that

Sheldon humming Superman XDD

Howards colognes.

"Theres no place for truth on the internet."

Lenords face and response to getting lucky.

"We have a bowl."

"Your the Milk theif!"

"Suurre Wahy not"

"todays the day to stop making sense."

"Disney Land can suck it"

Raj saying his full  name and the girl can only say Rajish

Are you two cops? No. Then I'm a prostatute

"No room for my big cornish head."

Sheldon being homesick.

"Sing soft kitty?"

"Hey I'm sleepy now, get out."

"You'll be happy to know I have a better understanding of friends with benefits."

HIMYM up next....